| OK,
now it is my turn. I have put this off long enough and now
YAHUVEH tells me to share this with you on this Valentines
Day. I am going to share with you how I came to knock on
Elisabeths door that November morning in 2001 and what
YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA have taught me what LOVE really means.
I was working for a
sales and marketing firm associated with Mobil Oil in the
year 1999 and spent much time on the road in my position. I
had just bought a Cadillac from a friend of mine and paid
cash for it, so I could now travel in comfort. I was to take
a road trip but I had some problems with the Cadillac and I
needed to take it in to the mechanic to get fixed, so I
couldnt take the car on this trip. My boss said he could
assist me on this road trip and we could take his vehicle
while mine was getting fixed. I took the car in to one of my
Mobil accounts in Minneapolis and it was a rough part of
town so I wanted to leave the car at my office and he could
come get it and then fix it and then take it back to my
office. When I told him I wanted to do it this way he said,
"What, dont you trust this area, I havent had a
vehicle touched here, it will be OK to leave it here. So
against my better judgment I left the car there and went on
the road trip.
We were gone about
2 weeks and when we got back to town we went to the Mobil
Station to get my car. I walked in to the station and said I
was there to pick up my car and take care of the bill. The
Mobil dealer looked puzzled and said, "Youre kidding
me right, didnt you get it a few days ago". Needless
to say no I didnt get it a few days ago; it got stolen
out of his parking lot. I didnt have full coverage
insurance on it, only liability so it was not covered by
insurance and the Mobil Dealers insurance would not cover it
either.
I was devastated
and went into a deep depression and did not want to do
anything but go to work and come home and be depressed. I
kept asking YAHUVEH why this happened? How could he let this
happen to me? I thought everything was going great in my
life and I was really trying hard to obey him so how could
this happen. After sitting home and being depressed and
feeling sorry for myself for about 11/2 months I was
watching TV in June of 1999 and I saw a show with Hal
Lindsey on it and he was talking about Y2K and all the
problems that could happen with the computers. It was like
someone hit me in the head with a 2x4, I had no clue
anything like this was going on. I guess you could say I was
off in my own world doing it my way. I took notice
immediately and felt strongly led to educate myself and
prepare for this upcoming devastation. Now after work I
would stay at the office and get on the computer and visit
as many websites as I could and get as much info as I could
on this Y2K thing.
I would visit a
Michael Hyatt website and watch his message board but I
never would participate, I would only try to get info and
some education. I would see messages from a woman Linda
Courtney and she would speak very boldly and I liked what
she said and could discern in my spirit she was right on
with what she was saying. Linda put up a message with the
URL to amightywind and told the people to check it out and
said this website had a powerful message. I didnt go to
it right away but every time I would see her message with
the URL I would get strongly convicted by the Ruach ha
Kodesh and finally visited it a few days later.
WOW, I couldnt
believe what I was reading on this website. I came across
the prophecies and I already knew the truth about the True
Sabbath being on Friday sundown to Saturday sundown so I was
looking for any prophecy that talked about the Sabbath. I
was reading a few of the prophecies and there was no doubt
in my mind it was YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA speaking forth out of
this womans mouth but I still wanted to test the spirit
and see something about the Sabbath. Then I came across
prophecy 27 and started reading it and when I read about the
Sabbath being Friday sundown till Saturday sundown I just
started shaking and crying for I had no doubt these were the
words of our Creator YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA. I could not stop
reading these prophecies; I would sometimes spend the entire
night at the office doing this, only to sleep in my chair
for a few hours.
The first time I
saw Elisabeths picture on the website I could not take my
eyes off of her and I thought WOW she looks like an angel. I
knew in my spirit there was definitely something special
about her and I knew I would someday be meeting her. I also
read her testimony several times and each time I read it I
wanted to rescue her from her painful past. I took these
prophecies to heart and tried to obey every command and
instruction in them. I continued to follow this website and
educate and prepare for Y2K and started telling my boss
David at work who is a brother in YAHUSHUA and my best friend
at the time. David also reacted the same way I did and took
this very seriously.
David and I had a
passion for fishing so we spent a lot of our free time
fishing in the Boundary Waters Canoe Area of Northern
Minnesota and got to know the area rather well. As we talked
about Y2K and what could happen and after much prayer David
felt led to sell his house in Minneapolis and to buy a cabin
in Northern Minnesota. To make a long story short he bought
a cabin, we quit our jobs moved to Northern Minnesota in
December of 1999 and we were prepared for Y2K to hit with a
vengeance. We were self sufficient and felt confident we
would survive, we had wood heat and plenty of wood, no
electricity just kerosene and coleman lanterns, no indoor
plumbing just the outhouse and a wood stove for the cooking.
I must admit it was a quick trip to the outhouse when it was
30 below zero.
Well as we all know
nothing happened for Y2K and I was truly grateful we had
been spared this devastation. The winters are long and cold
in this part of the country and it enabled me to spend a lot
of time reading the prophecies that I copied and brought
with me and to study the bible and pray. I would drive into
town periodically and go to the library and get on their
computer to visit amightywind and keep abreast of what was
happening and to copy anymore new prophecies. I believe it
was around February of 2000 when I first read the bone of my
bone poem on the website and I made a copy of it to read at
home. As I was reading it the first time I was thinking to
myself, this kinda sounds like me in a lot of ways but when
it comes to that anointed stuff that leaves me out of the
picture. I hardly knew what anointed meant at the time. But
the more I would read this poem at home which was quite
often the more I felt it was me the poem was
describing.
Looking back, I
knew in my spirit it was me but my flesh and the enemy was
trying to convince me otherwise. I even prayed and asked
YAHUVEH to show me my soul mate in a dream and the very night
I prayed this he showed me the back of a woman's head with
very long platinum blond hair. It was like a movie projector
went from one side of the back of her head slowly to the
other side but I never saw her face. As most of you know
Elisabeth has beautiful long platinum blond hair.
As time went on
YAHUVEH would tell me to go out and share the truths I had
been learning and to warn the people in this area of what is
yet to come. The message was not received very well
especially the truth about the Sabbath and I was pretty much
alienated by everyone I tried to talk to except for a few. I
continued to seek YAHUVEHS will for my life and wanted to
please HIM more than anything else in my life.
As spring rolled
around and fishing started I spent a lot of time on the
water fishing. I had some money saved up so I didnt need
to work too much this first summer and I took full advantage
of it. I was finally living like I dreamed for years, in a
cabin in the woods, great fishing all around, moose and
wildlife everywhere, basically no responsibilities except
for myself. I thought I was already in heaven.
Then in August of
2000 I had free use of a computer at a campground and one
night I was at the site and I was reading bone of my bone
poem and listening to the music I will always Love You
and I kept reading it over and over and I could feel
Elisabeths pain in that poem and I just started weeping
and bawling my eyes out and couldnt stop for a long time.
I knew it was me that poem was describing now but I did not
think I was worthy of this woman. I also read an article on
the website that night where Elisabeth was weeping and
interceding for those who were not ready for the rapture and
I knew it was me again that she was interceding and weeping
for. I also read a prophecy that said we must put everything
on the alter of sacrifice if we really are to follow YAHUSHUA
and to be called HIS Bride.
Well, when I went
home that night I was shaken to my core. I knew I had better
obey and do as YAHUVEH has commanded. We had a guest cabin we
built so I took my bible and all the prophecies to the guest
cabin and fasted and prayed and laid prostate on the floor
before YAHUVEH, laid everything on the alter of sacrifice and
was truly ready to go wherever YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA LED ME.
During this entire 3 day fast my body hurt all over, like I
had been in a wrestling match and as soon as the fast was
over my body stopped hurting.
Something
definitely happened on that weekend. I had a new boldness
and desire to serve YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA AND NOTHING WAS GOING
TO STOP ME, PRAISE YAHUSHUA! I continued seeking YAHUVEHS
will for me and was ready to go anywhere HE sent me and I
continued to do what HE called me to do in Northern
Minnesota. For the next year I was a fishing guide did some
construction work building a bed and breakfast and I
followed the ministry site and would continue to tithe and
every now and then call Elisabeth as I was led by the Ruach
ha Kodesh.
In August of 2001 I
went to Wisconsin to my nieces wedding and when I came back
home I went to my PO Box and there was a letter from
Elisabeth telling me she was moving to Arkansas and as soon
as I read that YAHUVEH spoke to me and said "Thats
were you will be going, so get ready". I thought to
myself Arkansas, what is in Arkansas, the only thing I know
about Arkansas is this is where Bill Clinton is from and we
all know what he is all about. So I started to mentally
prepare myself to move and I told my buddy David in October
that I was going to be moving and it was quite a shock to him
as he knew how much I loved this lifestyle and what I was
doing. YAHUVEH did not tell me exactly when I would be moving
just to be ready to go when HE tells me to go.
Im not very good
with dates but sometime around mid November YAHUVEH said it
was time to move to Arkansas NOW. YAHUVEH told me to pack
what I could in my pickup truck and leave the rest behind
and do not look. So in my infinite wisdom I thought I would
at least try to sell my jeep, car and snowmobile so I would
have some cash when I got there because I only had about
$500 dollars to make the trip. Well I wasted a week trying
to sell this stuff because it never sold and YAHUVEH was
telling me to go NOW. What a bonehead huh? I finally called
up Elisabeth on a Thursday and told her YAHUVEH was telling
me to move to Arkansas and to help her and this ministry in
anyway I could. She didnt sound like she thought I was
really going to come but she gave me her new address as she
was just in the process of moving. I know now why YAHUVEH
told me to leave the week before, so I could help Elisabeth
with this move.
So I packed my
truck up left my buddy David a letter telling him I moved
because he was out of town and I left on a Saturday evening
after Shabbat. Just as I left the driveway it started to rain
and snow and I got about 10 miles from my house and the
windshield wipers went out. This is a true story folks, I
know it sounds like a movie but this did happen. So Im in
the middle of no where town is still 20 miles away and the
auto parts store is closed. So I pray and YAHUVEH tells me to
take my shoelaces out of my hunting boots and take one
shoelace out the drivers side window and tie it to the
drivers side windshield wiper and take the other shoelace
out the passenger side window and tie it to the passenger
side windshield wiper. They were very long shoelaces coming
out of hunting boots.
So I had a shoelace
out each window and a shoelace in each of my hands and I
would pull the shoelaces, one and then the other and this is
how I had wipers for the next 400 miles till I got into
Iowa. I had to steer mostly with my knees, if you were
thinking how I steered. I give all the praise to YAHUVEH
because Im not smart enough to figure this out. OK, so
now Im about 50 miles from home and I start to feel the
truck pull real hard in one direction but I kept going
because I thought it was the wind as it was blowing pretty
hard this night. Then the truck started slowing down even
though I was giving it more gas, so I pulled over into a
driveway and as soon as I got out of the truck I could smell
a burning odor. I crawled under the truck and the rotors for
my front brakes are glowing red and the rubber seals on the
calipers are on fire, there were flames shooting off of my
brakes. Satan was now locking up my brakes even after he
took out my wipers. I thought to myself this does not look
good, Im in the middle of nowhere and Im going to need
new brakes on a Saturday night.
So I prayed and
asked YAHUVEH to help me otherwise Im in trouble and I could
be sitting here a long time. YAHUVEH told me to take the cover off my brake
master cylinder, get in the truck and pull forward about 3
feet. So I did this and I got out and crawled under the
truck and the brakes were back to normal, they didnt even
have any heat coming off of them. WHAT A MIRACLE! PRAISE
YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA. YAHUVEH told me after this that the
reason the brakes were fixed is because I obeyed exactly
what he told me to do. I drove the next 24 hours straight
through to Arkansas and when I was getting close to
Elisabeths house YAHUVEH told me to get her a single rose
before I met her. It is now about 9pm Sunday night and there
are no florists open so I drive to the largest town near by
and sleep in my truck at a truck stop till Monday morning
when I can get a rose.
So I get my beloved
a rose on Monday morning and start driving to the town
Elisabeth is in and I start looking for the piece of paper I
wrote her address on and I cant find it anywhere. So I
again pray and I hear an address and it sounds familiar so I
keep going but I cant find this address anywhere so I
pull up to a house and ask if she knows this address and she
points behind her house and says some new people just moved
in a couple of days ago. I finally made it.
I knocked on the
door and a friend answered the door and I asked if Elisabeth
was home. It looked like they were not expecting me because
there sure was panic around the house when I came in. I
started walking up the stairs and I saw Elisabeth rushing
past the stair case in her red robe and she disappeared
around the corner. So I sat around talking to Danny and
Elisabeths friends for about 4-5 hours before Elisabeth
finally came out of her bedroom. It was confirmation to me
when our eyes met that she was my soul mate, we could not
take our eyes off of each other. I knew in my spirit she was
my soul mate but my flesh still was fighting it for I did
not feel worthy of this woman. We had a wonderful spaghetti
dinner that first night but the only thing I could see was
her beautiful eyes.
I started out
tutoring Danny and helping him in home schooling and did not
lead on to Elisabeth in anyway that I knew we were soul
mates. There were many tests that YAHUVEH still had to put me
through that I still had to pass. In February was one of
these tests, Elisabeth had a court date set for custody of
Danny and I was to be her bodyguard and protect her from
this evil man she was taking to court. I usually dont
have visions but a few days before the court day I had a
vision of us in the courtroom and this evil person pulled a
gun out of his coat and pointed it at Elisabeth and just as
he fired the gun I stepped in front of Elisabeth and was
shot. When we did arrive to court I made sure Elisabeth was
always behind me and I had the sheriff search this man for
any weapons. I learned a husband must be willing to give his
life for his bride just like YAHUSHUA did. The husband is to
protect and defend his wife from attacks at any cost.
I knew my beloved
Elisabeth and I were to start out as friends and I knew this
was very hard for Elisabeth but I had to do this YAHUVEHS
way not my way or Elisabeths. There were many tests we
both had to be put through first. I think we both knew what
was going on when Elisabeth was told to hand over the
finances and put me as the leader of the ministry, we both
knew that we were soul mates but it was confusing to
Elisabeth because I was not given permission to kiss her
yet. And when I was finally given permission to kiss her
after the 7th day of our Jericho march I froze
and blew it. I stared into her eyes and I knew what I wanted
to do and had permission from YAHUVEH to do it and I froze
like a big chicken. So a couple of nights later the angels
had to do it for me, as we went to hug each other goodnight
and kiss each other on the cheek our lips came together for
a quick peck and we looked at each other like what just
happened. We were later told the angels guided us together.
I may be slow when it comes to the first kiss but after that
I didnt have any problems as my beautiful wife can
testify.
This all happened
the end of February and my beloved wife and I were married
on March 7, 2002. Elisabeth always brags to everyone that I
am the best in a man where she knew the worst but I will
tell you this SHE is the most wonderful woman on the face of
the earth. When I look at her sometimes I see a small
vulnerable hurting child that I just want to rescue. She has
truly suffered more than any person I know for the calling
that she has and she still is loyal and strives to please
YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA above all else. One of the most difficult
tasks I have with Elisabeth is getting her to balance
between ministering to the people and spending time with
family. She has such a deep love for all the lost hurting
souls out in this world that she sometimes doesnt know
when to stop going after them even when it affects her
health negatively. She also doesnt know when to stop and
rest and many times I must force her to stop and get some
sleep. She does this because she has the most loving, caring
heart I have ever seen.
YAHUVEH has taught
us many things about what true love really and what a holy
marriage is because believe me I had no idea. You both must
put YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA first in your marriage, not in the
center of your marriage as is taught in many churches today
but FIRST in your marriage. This means you both will always
try to please YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA FIRST even before trying to
please each other. I was tested in this immediately after we
were married and even though Elisabeth didnt always like
what YAHUVEH told me to do I obeyed YAHUVEH and this pleases
YAHUVEH very much. Elisabeth also does the same.
When we wake up
everyday we join hands and ask YAHUVEH to guide every step we
take and every decision that we make each day. We pray for a
greater anointing for victory, prosperity, healing,
deliverance, wisdom, knowledge and revelations for each
other also. We pray as led by the Ruach ha Kodesh, the
message is to join hands together in prayer everyday with
each other.
This is for equally
yoked marriages; MEN take note because you are held more
accountable than your wife because you are to be the Head of
the Household. The husband is to be the leader of his home
and the spiritual leader of his home, not the wife. This is
extremely important and YAHUVEH takes this very seriously.
The husband in a marriage represents YAHUSHUA and the wife
represents the bride. Do we who are the Bride of YAHUSHUA
dare to tell YAHUSHUA what to do? NO WE DO NOT! Neither
should the wife be in control nor be the leader of the
household. This does not honor YAHUVEH. The wife is to submit
herself to her husband just like the bride is to submit
herself to YAHUSHUA. Adam was the leader in his house, not
Eve. This is the way YAHUVEH set it up, read the scriptures,
study and show yourself approved, then obey if you arent.
We receive many
emails from men and they say that YAHUVEH told them to do
something or to tithe to a certain ministry and their wife
laughs at them or discourages them or outright tells them to
disobey YAHUVEH and these men instead obey their wives. I
would not want to be in your shoes men as you stand before
YAHUVEH and he asks you "Why did you obey your wife and
not your Creator". MEN you will be held accountable!
Men this is extremely important for these end times for
YAHUVEH is going to use you to lead your families to safety.
This is the man's anointing to lead. What will happen when
things are in chaos and YAHUVEH is leading you through the
wilderness and leads you in one direction and your
controlling, disobedient, rebellious wife refuses to follow
you and wants to go in the other direction.
You better go where
YAHUVEH LEADS YOU IF YOU WANT TO BE PROTECTED. This does not
mean all wives are like this but if it applies to you take
notice. If your household is not in this order you better
get it in this order real quick or you will encounter
situations like this. YAHUVEH assured me that as long as I
seek his face in every decision that I make and every foot
step that I take HE will not let me miss it. HE will guide
me and we will be protected in these end times if we obey
HIM.
If you are in an
unequally yoked marriage this does not apply to you. If you
are the wife in such a situation and are the spiritual head
of the household you are to continue to obey YAHUVEH and do
as YAHUVEH leads you. If YAHUVEH has told you to get out of
this unequally yoked marriage you had better do so quickly
while you still can, whether you are the husband or wife.
Men, you are to
never let the two of you go to sleep angry with each other.
YAHUVEH gave me the mandate that HE did not care if we did
not go to sleep for 1 week but we were never to let this
happen. From experience Ill tell you why, because the
anger just keeps building and building as you sleep and then
it will be a lot harder to reconcile the next morning or day
or next 2, 3, 4 days if you know what I mean. Deal with it
as soon as possible before it gets out of control. One of
the things Elisabeth will do if she is angry with me, which
is not often, is when we lay down is to turn her back to me
and not talk. It is the husbands responsibility to hold
her in your arms and to force her if you have to, to turn
around and face you and look in each others eyes as you
reconcile and make up.
If you can not look
in each others eyes you are in trouble, this is from the
enemy, you must be able to look each other in the eyes.
Laughter is a great weapon against the enemy, it is hard to
be angry when you are laughing together. Again men, you will
be held more accountable than your wife because you are the
leader of the household. Sometimes this is very difficult
men because you have your own anger to deal with but you
must overcome this anger with YAHUSHUAS strength and love
and YOU MUST take the first steps to making up. Overwhelming
LOVE will overcome anything. When you dont feel your own
love let YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUAS LOVE FLOW THROUGH YOU. It
works.
Make Love as often
as you can for this only increases the anointing between
you. Every time Elisabeth and I come together as one flesh
we are to anoint each other and we pray blessings over each
other as led by the Ruach ha Kodesh. We also pray and ask
YAHUVEH, YAHUSHUA and the Ruach ha Kodesh to join us and to
share in our love and to let their love and their passion
flow through us also. For it is THEIR Love that keeps us
going. We can not count on just our love for each other but
we must depend on YAHUVEH, YAHUSHUAS and the Ruach ha
Kodeshs love to flow through us for each other. This is
one way YAHUVEH and YAHUSHUA show THEIR love for us and we can
definitely feel THEIR love during the act of making
love.
We usually anoint
each others head, eyes, right ear, mouth, tongue, heart,
hands and private areas. Do this and you will experience
THEIR LOVE in a new way. The enemy also does not have a
chance against you when you sharing in this Love. Always try
to be touching one another holding hands, kissing, or
hugging whether in private or in public because in a holy
marriage it stirs up the anointing. When you see Elisabeth
and I together you will seldom see us not touching one
another. Men dont under estimate what the word romance
means. Your wife needs it, take time out for each other
candle light dinners, walks and playing together.
I will close with
this, I had my own qualifications that I wanted in a wife,
certain color hair, height, weight, likes to hunt and fish,
so on and so forth, you get the picture. I will tell you
this you can throw all that out the window when it comes to
your soul mate because it is YAHUVEH WHO HAS ALREADY CREATED
YOUR SOUL MATE FOR YOU. It doesnt matter what you thought
you wanted because it is already done. The true test of love
is are you willing to join with your soul mate no matter
what he or she has been through, no matter what he or she
looks like, weighs, is tall or short, color of their skin,
has a disease or doesnt. If you both know in your spirits
and hearts you are soul mates how can you not LOVE each
other. YOU WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER. Read bone of my bone
poem and you will see what YAHUVEH expects from the husband
in a GODLY marriage.
Apostle Nikomia
http://www.amightywind.com
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